Time Passes by

Hey... How are you people doing ? You are here to read my 2nd blog ?... Nice.

My mom says, if someone is coming back to you , that means you must have done some good work. So, the Modest guy that I am - let me first thank all of you for coming back and giving me the push to write further.

My last blog talked about my Raw thoughts, the unsaid things in my mind.

The uncertainty I am going through when it comes to sticking on to one thing in life, the directionless life that I am leading.

Am I sure about who I am ??? - This question needs to be answered first, before I begin the quest of - Who I want to be ? or What do I want to achieve ?

Also, its not just me who lives "my" Life - I am the You. I am the average guy who has managed a well to do lifestyle.

Lives on the basic comforts, strives for the fashion labels, eats out at fancy restaurants.

However, I also remember, growing up in a very modest middle class background. The Playgrounds, the pocket money, the once in a blue moon eating out.

Life was never so extravagant for anyone in our family, and so to speak people around me .

Now when I look back at my growing days - thanks to the amazing way mom has preserved old times in those albums - I say - and I am sure most of us say -

"Oh Man !! Look, how did I look ??? It was all so different then !!!"

I am sure so many of me, feel the same way. I am sure about that.

Today, We blow it all, we work hard, party harder.

The average life of a normal person is 64 years.

You reading this blog have mostly lived 30-35% of your lives. What have we done?

Look I am not a revolutionary. I am not trying to bring about change.

And for that matter, the awesome thing about this is, tomorrow when I wake up I will start living the same old "Do-Not-Care" Lifestyle.

However, I still get these wierd thoughts & I want to change. I am seeking help. I want to cure myself, revive my thoughts, stabilize my mind.

I want to lead a life where I am not living for myself, Its not that I do not love my parents, my friends & my family - but now I want to shower that love.

I want them to know that I love them, I want them to be proud of the person that I am.

And again that I is not me, that I is not me alone. That I is You, that I is Us.

So lets love the ones who love us each day unconditionally. Lets give them something to smile about.

I am going to do that, will you...?? Once back will tell you what I did. You till then tell me what have you done, or what are your plans.